Ostracised


The UK government admitted that they hadn’t considered or planned for how disabled people would be affected by a no deal Brexit. This sums up how disabled people are treated in this country. For as long as I remember, the media have pushed the rhetoric that ‘people who don’t work are lazy’. Whether those people … Continue reading Ostracised

Stone Heart


It feels like somewhere down the line, my physical pain got so bad that I became mostly numb to emotional pain. Sometimes I can kind of feel it. You know when you have your first couple of alcoholic drinks and you can FEEL that you’ve had a drink, but you’re not drunk or even tipsy? … Continue reading Stone Heart

A Year on From Quitting Work


At the start of June 2018, I had to go off sick from my last job. I’d only been there for not even two months at the time. However much management and colleagues try to pretend that they’re ok with it (some pretend, some don’t bother trying from my experience), they never are. As a … Continue reading A Year on From Quitting Work

Things got worse.


I’ve been a shit blogger this year. You can say that I haven’t all you like, but that doesn’t change the fact that I’ve only uploaded updates of how shit things are and my monthly favourites posts. The thing is, I’ve not been a shit blogger because I’m lazy. Things have changed a hell of … Continue reading Things got worse.

Where My Health is at Right Now


I wasn’t sure what to make this post. I thought about maybe a Life Update,┬ábut I kind of wanted to talk about how things have changed over the last few months in more detail, because things have definitely got a lot worse. I’m not sure if I’m deteriorating just because I am, or if it’s … Continue reading Where My Health is at Right Now

I am Overwhelmingly Unhappy


I’m writing this at 11pm at night, as my thoughts have become too much for me and I can’t sleep. For a bit of background: my day has been the same as usual. A lot of pain and fatigue, mostly spent in bed and the same old shit routine that I’ve had everyday for months. … Continue reading I am Overwhelmingly Unhappy