TW: SUICIDE, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS & ATTEMPTS, OVERDOSES, MENTIONS OF DRUGS, ASSAULT, MENTIONS OF EATING DISORDERS & SELF HARM AND GRIEF
Hi everyone! A life update is well overdue so I thought that’s what I’d do on here today.
TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, EATING DISORDERS, SELF HARM, SEXUAL ABUSE & OTHER SENSITIVE TOPICS I’ve kept the title vague because I want people to read this. I’m done keeping quiet.
Hi everyone! I hope that you had a great new year, whether you celebrated or not. Honestly I slept through midnight! Even if I had the opportunity to go out, I didn’t really want to celebrate given everything going on in the world at the moment. I woke up at 1am, had a drink andContinue reading “2020 Goals”
The UK government admitted that they hadn’t considered or planned for how disabled people would be affected by a no deal Brexit. This sums up how disabled people are treated in this country.
TW: CHILD SEX ABUSE, RAPE, GANG RAPE, ABUSE, SEXUAL ASSAULT Even though I have included trigger warnings, I want to emphasise that you should not read this post if you are sensitive to any of these topics. I do not want to harm anyone with this post, I just want to write about my struggles.
It feels like somewhere down the line, my physical pain got so bad that I became mostly numb to emotional pain. Sometimes I can kind of feel it. You know when you have your first couple of alcoholic drinks and you can FEEL that you’ve had a drink, but you’re not drunk or even tipsy?Continue reading “Stone Heart”
At the start of June 2018, I had to go off sick from my last job. I’d only been there for not even two months at the time. However much management and colleagues try to pretend that they’re ok with it (some pretend, some don’t bother trying from my experience), they never are. As aContinue reading “A Year on From Quitting Work”
I’ve been a shit blogger this year. You can say that I haven’t all you like, but that doesn’t change the fact that I’ve only uploaded updates of how shit things are and my monthly favourites posts. The thing is, I’ve not been a shit blogger because I’m lazy. Things have changed a hell ofContinue reading “Things got worse.”
I was pretty tempted to title this post ‘The Worst Week of My Life”. However, the truth is that I’ve had so many horrendous weeks and I haven’t had the chance to process this last one and work out where it sits on the scale just yet. I’d say it’s at least in the topContinue reading “A Week from Hell”