I am Overwhelmingly Unhappy

I’m writing this at 11pm at night, as my thoughts have become too much for me and I can’t sleep. For a bit of background: my day has been the same as usual. A lot of pain and fatigue, mostly spent in bed and the same old shit routine that I’ve had everyday for months.Continue

Moving Forward

Hi everyone. Thank you to anyone who is taking time out of their day to read this post, it’s been one that I’ve been finding incredibly hard to write and not just because I’ve been in pain. I’m going to take this opportunity to write about some things that I have been struggling with. Some,Continue

An FAQ Post on My Chronic + Mental Illnesses

Life Update: March 2019

TRIGGER WARNING- MENTION OF EATING DISORDERS + SUICIDAL THOUGHTS Hi everyone! I’ve been wanting to get this post up for the last couple of weeks, but I’ve been struggling to write much and there were some posts that I wanted to get up first. If you haven’t checked out those already, you can find themContinue

My Power Chair Fundraiser

Drift Away

Trigger warning: Mentions of child abuse, rape, pedophilia, dissociation and eating disorders I’ve been drifting away when a situation has been too difficult for me to mentally deal with for as long as I can remember, so long that I just assumed everyone else did. I’ve done the same with blocking out chunks of myContinue

My Depression

TW: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS + EATING DISORDERS Since my physical pains have become worse, more consistent and harder to deal with, my episodes of severe depression have also become worse. I’ve talked about it on here before, but I’ve been struggling more and more recently and I feel that I need toContinue

Why Don’t I Want to Write Anymore?

I really wasn’t planning on taking a break here. I had already taken a couple of weeks away from uploading in January, and as far as I was concerned, that was enough for me. However, for some reason, every time I have tried to sit down and write, I’ve just ended up staring at myContinue

Don’t Say These Things to Someone Who is Suicidal

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE + SUICIDAL THOUGHTS I say this whenever I write these kinds of posts, but I feel like this has to be said. Obviously, every person who has ever been suicidal is different. Some won’t have had these things said to them, and some won’t be bothered by having some of these thingsContinue

January has been a fail